SNOWY SPRINKLES

CONTRADICTIONS

Do I love you still
or are you a habit
I've yet to break?

If you're a habit,
are you a good one
or a destructive one?

I vacillate constantly:
Awful, hateful, selfish.
Loving, confused, afraid.
Can both sides be true?
I know you so well.
I know you not at all.

I listen to your tape.
You can't have faked it.
You hid it so easily.
I remember your love:
Holding me so tightly.
Pushing me away so hard.

I question my sanity.
So blind was I.
How awful I was.

I think about your mind.
You were so confused.
You planned it so well.

Will you throw yourself
on the mercy of the court
or off a high stone wall?
Will I, myself, drown
in the well of your love
or a vat of my tears?

© 07-29-88 Skycladlilith SaintMartha

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